I’ve been in a relationship for almost 5 years. We had kissed eachother 5 to 6 times but other than this there was no physcial contact. I was in 6th class when i fell for him. When i was in 9th class i left him and started asking Allah for forgiveness. I had a guilt deep down in my heart. But now a days i have been feeling like i had not commited any sin. I have been feeling light like all the burdens of sins have been taking off. Is this a good sign ? Has Allah forgiven me? Or Has he abandon me?