Assalamu Alikum, Janaab meri 3 saal se ek larki aur ek larke se kaafi gehri aur ba itemaad wali dosti thi. Kuch waqt guzrte he us larki ne mujhe muhabbat krli aur dekhte he dekhte mein ne ussay nikah k liye raaxi kiya k \”hum nikkah krenge\” Cheezen kaafi achi thi bohat khush the hum 3 aur humein ksi 4th person ki zaroort nae hoti thi boht aitemaad, samajh aur khush ikhlaaqi wali zindagi guzaar rhe the, mujhse aur us lrki anjanay bohat galat kaam hogya aur hum ne ek doosre se naseehat ki yeh ab dubara nae hoga aur phr dobara wese he hua aur usne mujhe dobara mauqa dia sudhrne ko at last mujhse phrse wohi galti hogayi aur us waqt mujhe ehsaas hogya k mein us se aur Allah se maafi maangu aur apni niyaat saaf krke us se nikkah k liye khuahish karun lekin tb tk boht deir hogayi thi, mein uska aitemaad, yaqeen, izzat, rutbaa aur hesiyat sb khochuka tha aur usne mujhe apne dil se utaar dia aur mujhe ajnabi keh kr mujhse kinara hogayi Us mushkil waqt mein Allah se maafi, namaaz, tahajjud, quran, zikar sb krta rha aur mere dost ne mujhe kaafi sahara dia aur itna sb kch hojanay k baad bhi usne mujhpr bharosa kia lekin aakhir mein ne us se anjanay mein jhoot bola jb ki woh mujhse kehta rha k koi galti hogai hai toh mujhse kehde koi baat nahi lekin mein drrta rha k kahin issay b na khodun aur jhoot k saharay rishta bachane mein laga rha aur phrse mujhe ehsaas hua lekin deir hochyki thi aur ab mein ne apni zindagi k sbse haseen dost aur muhabbat aur aitemaad krne wali achi khatoon ko kho diya, Mera zehen aur dil boht sehem gya hai mein akela parh gya hun mere dil mein ksi ko lekar nafrat ya bugz nahi sb ka bhala chahta hun dubara unka aitemaad hasil krna chahta hun aur apne gunahon ki maafi maanga chahta kyun k unhone toh mujhe maaf krdiya lekin meri sharmandagi mujhe andar se khaaye jarahi hai, Please meri rehnumaayi kijye Jazak Allah